"...and now I stand here alone in the dark without you..."

[bug_says_meep]

Ok, so he's gone...again. It never gets any easier. Everytime he has to go back I get incredibly upset and no matter what, it never gets easier to see him go. I know he'll be back soon. I can barely control my emotions when I know he'll be gone for 3 months, even though I'll talk to him every day. I don't even want to think about all the military spouses/signifigant others whose spouses/others are gone for months or years and they have little contact with them. I'd go insane. (God bless 'em)

I know I sound incredibly emo and whiny but...it's just difficult for me to see him leave. I couldn't even watch him pull out of the driveway when he left tonight. I started crying. I just wish I could have him home more often.

I know I'll be ok. I just need to get this out. I'll keep myself busy to keep my mind off it.

But what I really need is a hug