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people, they just don't get it, you can't change my mind on something i've made up, i might change my mind, but no one will ever be able to force me to desert something that i believe in. i.e. someone telling me "give up on her, it's never gona happen and you know it" ... fuck that, i believe it can, i know it will, don't try to stop me, i'm sick of people doubting me, so what if you're fucking right, i'll be the one getting hurt, not you; stay out of the way. ...so many mistakes. just need to get away from it all, forever; just run away, never be bothered again. sigh. now that that's off my shoulders, hey people, what's up. oh yea and another thing, i don't want any more relationships.. they always go down in flames .. no survivors. i don't want to lose my friends that i have, i guess i can bare going solo.
who the hell am i supposed to call a friend now? i think i'm starting to hate society, which is ironic being that i work in a public place around people, forcing me to be all cheery. heh. situational irony L-O-f'n-L .