Halloween is sad this year

[buffywnabe]

After my fun summer, I was really looking forward to Halloween, thinking I'd get to go to a party and dress up and all that again. Unfortunately, due to the falling out I had with that one woman, it looks like that will not be happening. Oh, there is going to be a halloween party for that group I hung out with this summer, I've seen comments about it on the people I still kind of talk to's pages. But I'm pretty sure I won't be invited. They're also now having game night once a week, at the guy I kind of liked's apartment. But I think since it is partly being organized by that woman, I probably wouldn't feel comfortable going. I am able to get along with people I don't like. I have to do it at school all the time, I can even talk to them in a somewhat friendly matter. She obviously is unable to do that. As she is still not talking to me. But, whatever, I guess I don't need "friends" like that. And I totally understand that the others in that group are kind of sticking with her unknowingly or not, she was part of their group before I came along, not by much, but enough I guess. I'm just sad to think that group is kind of over for me it seems. I know most of the way I'm feeling is probably just my own emotional sensitiviy problems, but I've not actually been invited to do anything, and several of them don't even really talk to me at work or on My space anymore.

Like I said, time to move on, but just needed to get my feelings about the whole sitch out somewhere besides where those people would read it.