Good or bad news?
Okay, so I found out today that the interview for our library will be done together with the interviews for the other middle school position. This sucks a bit because I'm afraid it will keep me from getting the job. When I thought I'd be just interviewing with my own principal who knows me, I wasn't too nervous. But now I have to go do the whole normal what feels like BS interview. I just am getting a bad feeling about this. If I don't get a library job with the district this year, especially the one at my own school, I don't know what I'll do. I don't know if I can teach another year. My next thought is that I'll see about a graduate assistantship, or else a small town library job near Warrensburg where I'll be going to school. I'm getting a good amount of loan money, so I guess if I have to take a pay cut, I might be able to do it.
I just hope that my bad vibes are my normal pessimistic feelings as opposed to true vibes. Surely I can't get screwed over by my district again!!! It makes me wonder how in the hell I ever got a job in the district in the first place if no one else will hire me for anything else in the district. God, I interview so horrible!! What in the world convinced the principal when I started Northgate to hire me? Maybe I'll email the woman who was the assistant principal at the time I was hired and ask her what in the world they were thinking when they hired me? I keep getting more and more depressed the more I think about it. I just can't imagine how I can possibly impress these peole at the interview. I've looked through all the interview books at the bookstore, but none are really geared toward education or even libraries.
God, I just don't know what to do.
I just hope that my bad vibes are my normal pessimistic feelings as opposed to true vibes. Surely I can't get screwed over by my district again!!! It makes me wonder how in the hell I ever got a job in the district in the first place if no one else will hire me for anything else in the district. God, I interview so horrible!! What in the world convinced the principal when I started Northgate to hire me? Maybe I'll email the woman who was the assistant principal at the time I was hired and ask her what in the world they were thinking when they hired me? I keep getting more and more depressed the more I think about it. I just can't imagine how I can possibly impress these peole at the interview. I've looked through all the interview books at the bookstore, but none are really geared toward education or even libraries.
God, I just don't know what to do.