it's effing cold
ok... i'm trying really hard not to let my journal spiral back into the "dark" phase it once was in. but it's really hard right now considering everything that's happening. i know that in reality it's just stress, but i hate letting myself get consumed by it, ya know? i feel like i'm weak for letting that happen. i want to be able to focus on the good and let all that crap roll off my shoulders... but i'm definitely struggling. i need to laugh. hopefully this weekend i'll be able to laugh.
whenever i say anything bad about someone or something my mom always says, "now say two nice things about it." it usually pisses me off... but i'm going to try it anyway.
here's two good things about the day:
1) chris and i had a really good time in vocal. we were just recalling old times and laughing. it was a moment when i didn't care about all the stress. so that's good.
2) i got to spend a little more time with my mom today than we normally get. mom's are good.
whenever i say anything bad about someone or something my mom always says, "now say two nice things about it." it usually pisses me off... but i'm going to try it anyway.
here's two good things about the day:
1) chris and i had a really good time in vocal. we were just recalling old times and laughing. it was a moment when i didn't care about all the stress. so that's good.
2) i got to spend a little more time with my mom today than we normally get. mom's are good.