well, you know
ok, so i was reading my journal entries... all of them actually... and i'd just like to apologize for all the shit i've put out there. really, i used to think it was cool to pity myself on livejournal. i didn't do it for the attention (honestly), but i realize now that using livejournal to dwell on the sad points of my life really sucks. what good does it do? it never made me feel better about anything and only brought more drama and, that's right---sadness--- to my life. so again, i'm sorry for all that crap before. hopefully i've learned a lesson...?
so let me say right now that i had a fantastic weekend. it's always nice when things finally fall into place... especially when i didn't have to change anything about myself to make it happen. and i realize that i have the best friends a person can ask for--- so much support, encouragement, and love. i feel good.
"i'm not conceited, i'm just happy." haha too bad julie doesn't read this... she'd be laughing along with me right now.
i want to tell a funny story... hmm... let me think.......... oh ok!!
once upon a time (today) i went to bay to give ashley her birthday present. i worked so hard on it and i was really excited to give it to her. it was about 9:00 am and i went into the attendance office so they could call her down. last time i delivered a present (for maeve... happy belated birthday maeve... i love your face) this really nice lady was working and she was really excited about me delivering a present. this was not the case today. picture that office lady from monsters, inc., you know the one who tells mike to fill out the paper work and says, "surprise" and "guess who", except less funny and more scary. that's who was working in the bay office. so i ask if ashley can be sent down and she says that ashley's in a class that she can't be pulled out of (really she was in an assembly), and she tells me to come back at 10:05. so i said screw school and stayed until 10:05. when i came back and said, "i'm hear for ashley spencer," monster's inc. lady didn't even remember who i was, only an hour later. after extensive reminding she called ashley and i got to give her the present. it was worth it cuz ashley makes me happy.
anyway... i guess that story wasn't that funny. i'm such a disappointment.
so let me say right now that i had a fantastic weekend. it's always nice when things finally fall into place... especially when i didn't have to change anything about myself to make it happen. and i realize that i have the best friends a person can ask for--- so much support, encouragement, and love. i feel good.
"i'm not conceited, i'm just happy." haha too bad julie doesn't read this... she'd be laughing along with me right now.
i want to tell a funny story... hmm... let me think.......... oh ok!!
once upon a time (today) i went to bay to give ashley her birthday present. i worked so hard on it and i was really excited to give it to her. it was about 9:00 am and i went into the attendance office so they could call her down. last time i delivered a present (for maeve... happy belated birthday maeve... i love your face) this really nice lady was working and she was really excited about me delivering a present. this was not the case today. picture that office lady from monsters, inc., you know the one who tells mike to fill out the paper work and says, "surprise" and "guess who", except less funny and more scary. that's who was working in the bay office. so i ask if ashley can be sent down and she says that ashley's in a class that she can't be pulled out of (really she was in an assembly), and she tells me to come back at 10:05. so i said screw school and stayed until 10:05. when i came back and said, "i'm hear for ashley spencer," monster's inc. lady didn't even remember who i was, only an hour later. after extensive reminding she called ashley and i got to give her the present. it was worth it cuz ashley makes me happy.
anyway... i guess that story wasn't that funny. i'm such a disappointment.