The walk home from Spike's seemed so short, I was very relieved that neither Willow or Faith were home. I didn't want to explain why I was wearing Spike's shirt. I probably would have started to cry again
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I looked down at Dawn seriously. "Sure this is what you want, pet?" She nodded.
I was beginning to think that I'd made a serious mistake. Not because it didn't feel right, but because it did. We weren't just going to be able to forget this, and that could spell a whole world of hurt for both of us.
But, God, I couldn't stop, not when she was looking at me like that.
I stood up and took off my clothes. I didn't feel any shame; I've never been embarrassed about my body, because frankly, it's pretty damn good. Dawn's eyes widened a little at the sight of my hardness. Didn't reckon she'd seen one of those before, and I was glad. I'd never been anyone's first before, though, and it made me a bit anxious. But not anxious enough to stop climbing onto the bed and straddling her, looking down on her perfect naked body.
"This might hurt a bit at first, love," I said, "but I'll do my best to treat you right."
His words were so soft I almost didn't hear him, he looked down at me with such care that I thought I would cry. He parted my thighs and I could feel the tip of him against my entrance
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"Oh, love," I said. She felt so tight and good, but the tears on her face made my heart break. I kissed away her tears, stroking her softly. "Never want to hurt you."
I reached down between us and touched her clit, hoping that stimulation there would make this easier. I stroked it gently, making her moan softly, and I felt her muscles stretch and accommodate me a little more.
Oh, this was so good; I could hardly stand it. I started to move a little faster. I couldn't help it. I was thrusting now, my hips moving almost of their own accord, and I groaned, looking down at her beautiful face.
He reached between us and rubbed my clit, I moaned, it still hurt but it was starting not to matter because it also felt so good. So unbelievably good that I just wanted to pause the feeling and never let it go.
It was weird that the pain was a part of the reason it did feel good.
He started to move faster, and faster I just watched him, doing everything I could to keep watching him. His face it was so beautiful and his eyes were closed. I moved my hips in time with his; god it was so good, the pain just didn't matter anymore.
He asked if it was ok, "Better than ok," I moaned out as he continued thrusting, continued rubbing my swollen clit in circles. I was going to die, I just knew it, it was a sin to feel this good.
I clutched his back and pulled him down, I needed to kiss him, I wrapped my legs tighter around his waist and plunged my tounge into his mouth, he tasted so good. He felt so good inside.
"Never...going...to...stop," I grunted, panting hard, thrusting harder into her. I flipped onto my back so that Dawn was on top of me, tilting my hips so that my cock could hit her sensitive spot deep inside. She was so tight around me and my body was on fire; every bit of me was tingling. Dawn had her head thrown back, and I reached up and touched her breasts, squeezing them a little, my other hand holding her arse firmly, pressing her into me.
"Dawn, I'm going..." I panted. My cock felt like it was made out of molten steel, and I was ready to explode, but I wanted to see her come again, wanted to hear her scream, so I continued moving, pounding into her, and then she began to call out my name and my climax came, wave upon wave, making my whole body shake. I think I shouted out her name, but I was hardly aware of it as I gave one last great thrust and then shuddered into silence.
When he moved me on top I cried out, my eyes widening at the new power. I tenatively moved up and down, he slid all the way into me and I cried out, it was so good, the original pain was forgotten. Everything else but him beneath me was completely forgotten.
He held onto my backside, making sure I stayed where I was, I had no intention of leave. His hands touched my chest and I groaned, trying to tame the impending explosion within me. I rolled my hips, then rocked them, he thrust into me hard and I thought it would hurt, it didn't, I'd be sore the next day though.
Finally the mind numbing explosion came again, only this time when I felt my body tighten it tightened around him. He throbbed, I could feel him. I screamed his name and I felt him cum inside me. Spilling inside, filling me, I collapsed on his chest, I didn't want to move, I didn't want him leave inside me.
I wanted to tell him I loved him but I was afraid it would cause him to freak out and make me leave.
I gave a low, ragged sigh as Dawn collapsed onto my chest. I felt amazing, but now the realisation of what we'd one made me tense up. "Better than our original plan to watch Passions, that's for bloody sure," I laughed a little breathlessly. "Timmy can stay down his sodding well for all I care." I curled my arms around her. "You're an amazing girl - no, an amazing woman, Dawn."
I leaned my head back into the pillow and smiled contentedly. Tomorrow, that would be time to worry about things like the moral issues around sex with someone you're meant to look after. Tomorrow. Tonight I was going to drift off with Dawn in my arms.
I kissed Dawn's forehead. "Let's get some sleep, alright, love?" I said drowsily. "Bit tired after that..." I closed my eyes, adjusting her so she was lying comfortably against me, and I slowly drifted off to sleep.
I smiled happily and got comfortable in his arms, this was something I dreamed of forever. I was really worried about what he'd think tommorrow but I decided I'd have to deal with it then.
I felt myself drift off into a contented sleep, Spike still inside me, nothing in my life had ever felt so perfect.
I knew people wouldn't understand, he didn't understand. But inside me I knew that Buffy was looking down on us and smiling, ok she was probably creeped out and slightly appalled but I knew she understood, just like I knew she'd been watching me.
I'd go to her grave and talk to her the next day, tell her everything in my heart, but right then I was content because I knew she'd be happy for me.
I just hoped neither Spike or me screwed this up before it had a chance to be anything.
"Sure this is what you want, pet?"
She nodded.
I was beginning to think that I'd made a serious mistake. Not because it didn't feel right, but because it did. We weren't just going to be able to forget this, and that could spell a whole world of hurt for both of us.
But, God, I couldn't stop, not when she was looking at me like that.
I stood up and took off my clothes. I didn't feel any shame; I've never been embarrassed about my body, because frankly, it's pretty damn good. Dawn's eyes widened a little at the sight of my hardness. Didn't reckon she'd seen one of those before, and I was glad. I'd never been anyone's first before, though, and it made me a bit anxious. But not anxious enough to stop climbing onto the bed and straddling her, looking down on her perfect naked body.
"This might hurt a bit at first, love," I said, "but I'll do my best to treat you right."
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I reached down between us and touched her clit, hoping that stimulation there would make this easier. I stroked it gently, making her moan softly, and I felt her muscles stretch and accommodate me a little more.
Oh, this was so good; I could hardly stand it. I started to move a little faster. I couldn't help it. I was thrusting now, my hips moving almost of their own accord, and I groaned, looking down at her beautiful face.
I wanted her so much.
"Is this ok?" I whispered hoarsely.
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It was weird that the pain was a part of the reason it did feel good.
He started to move faster, and faster I just watched him, doing everything I could to keep watching him. His face it was so beautiful and his eyes were closed. I moved my hips in time with his; god it was so good, the pain just didn't matter anymore.
He asked if it was ok, "Better than ok," I moaned out as he continued thrusting, continued rubbing my swollen clit in circles. I was going to die, I just knew it, it was a sin to feel this good.
I clutched his back and pulled him down, I needed to kiss him, I wrapped my legs tighter around his waist and plunged my tounge into his mouth, he tasted so good. He felt so good inside.
"God, don't stop."
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"Dawn, I'm going..." I panted. My cock felt like it was made out of molten steel, and I was ready to explode, but I wanted to see her come again, wanted to hear her scream, so I continued moving, pounding into her, and then she began to call out my name and my climax came, wave upon wave, making my whole body shake. I think I shouted out her name, but I was hardly aware of it as I gave one last great thrust and then shuddered into silence.
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He held onto my backside, making sure I stayed where I was, I had no intention of leave. His hands touched my chest and I groaned, trying to tame the impending explosion within me. I rolled my hips, then rocked them, he thrust into me hard and I thought it would hurt, it didn't, I'd be sore the next day though.
Finally the mind numbing explosion came again, only this time when I felt my body tighten it tightened around him. He throbbed, I could feel him. I screamed his name and I felt him cum inside me. Spilling inside, filling me, I collapsed on his chest, I didn't want to move, I didn't want him leave inside me.
I wanted to tell him I loved him but I was afraid it would cause him to freak out and make me leave.
"Mmmm, that was incredible ..."
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"Better than our original plan to watch Passions, that's for bloody sure," I laughed a little breathlessly. "Timmy can stay down his sodding well for all I care." I curled my arms around her. "You're an amazing girl - no, an amazing woman, Dawn."
I leaned my head back into the pillow and smiled contentedly. Tomorrow, that would be time to worry about things like the moral issues around sex with someone you're meant to look after. Tomorrow. Tonight I was going to drift off with Dawn in my arms.
I kissed Dawn's forehead.
"Let's get some sleep, alright, love?" I said drowsily. "Bit tired after that..." I closed my eyes, adjusting her so she was lying comfortably against me, and I slowly drifted off to sleep.
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I felt myself drift off into a contented sleep, Spike still inside me, nothing in my life had ever felt so perfect.
I knew people wouldn't understand, he didn't understand. But inside me I knew that Buffy was looking down on us and smiling, ok she was probably creeped out and slightly appalled but I knew she understood, just like I knew she'd been watching me.
I'd go to her grave and talk to her the next day, tell her everything in my heart, but right then I was content because I knew she'd be happy for me.
I just hoped neither Spike or me screwed this up before it had a chance to be anything.
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