Crying inside...out!!!!!!!!!!!
It's not completely final yet y'all but after Christmas I will be moving to North Carolina. They're going to let me finish the competition peice but after competition...it's bye bye bethie, britney, 'britney butterfly'(steph's nickname for me), chingie, dumb blonde drama queen, hey you, or whatever you called me. I will miss you all so much.
*cries* But the three people I will miss the most is Dustin Harris, Stephanie Ordonio, and last but never least Joleen Miller. These three people were always there when I needed them. And I love you all for that. (God I feel like I'm writing my WILL or something).
I don't want to go. I have finally made something of myself. Everyone knows me at my new school. I am the offical DRAMA QUEEN!!!!!!!! Me of all people! They chose me! And I'm on the yearbook with Jenna Brooks. She has become my best 'straight' friend there. I tell her everything. What is she going to do without my issues.
Now don't get my wrong, I'm not saying that I'm the boob-diggity in this new school or anything. But for the first time in my life I feel accepted but EVERYONE! Everyone thinks that I'm COOL! I have no enemies, no one hates me. I even get alone with the ghetto girls (and boys but ewww...boys). I never thought that Dorkass Beth would ever be anyone and look at me now. All I did was change my clothes style to everything pink, (blue, black, and white too but mostly pink), get a perm, and stopped hiding the fact that I don't have feelings for guys in anyway. (The only guy that I ever had real feelings for was Dustin). I STARTED ACTING LIKE MYSELF!!!!! Who would have ever had thought that...that would have worked.
Maybe at Gates County they will like me the way I am here. Except for those bitches I got in a fight with over Britney Spears and Gay people. You can't bring up a conversation about that and not expect me to kick your ass. But I might have just ruined my rep at a new school that I haven't even GONE TO YET!!! Two points for Beth on the Dumbass scale.
Not even Britney is making me happy! What is the world coming to. I'm going to go now. I love you all soooooooooooooooooooooo much and will miss you all soooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
Bethany Dawn
*cries* But the three people I will miss the most is Dustin Harris, Stephanie Ordonio, and last but never least Joleen Miller. These three people were always there when I needed them. And I love you all for that. (God I feel like I'm writing my WILL or something).
I don't want to go. I have finally made something of myself. Everyone knows me at my new school. I am the offical DRAMA QUEEN!!!!!!!! Me of all people! They chose me! And I'm on the yearbook with Jenna Brooks. She has become my best 'straight' friend there. I tell her everything. What is she going to do without my issues.
Now don't get my wrong, I'm not saying that I'm the boob-diggity in this new school or anything. But for the first time in my life I feel accepted but EVERYONE! Everyone thinks that I'm COOL! I have no enemies, no one hates me. I even get alone with the ghetto girls (and boys but ewww...boys). I never thought that Dorkass Beth would ever be anyone and look at me now. All I did was change my clothes style to everything pink, (blue, black, and white too but mostly pink), get a perm, and stopped hiding the fact that I don't have feelings for guys in anyway. (The only guy that I ever had real feelings for was Dustin). I STARTED ACTING LIKE MYSELF!!!!! Who would have ever had thought that...that would have worked.
Maybe at Gates County they will like me the way I am here. Except for those bitches I got in a fight with over Britney Spears and Gay people. You can't bring up a conversation about that and not expect me to kick your ass. But I might have just ruined my rep at a new school that I haven't even GONE TO YET!!! Two points for Beth on the Dumbass scale.
Not even Britney is making me happy! What is the world coming to. I'm going to go now. I love you all soooooooooooooooooooooo much and will miss you all soooooooooooooooooooooooo much.
Bethany Dawn