It's been a long long time . . .
Hello Again, my internet friends . . . long time no speak. How have all of you been? I'm okay, oh who am I kidding . . . I'm a wreck . . .
I professed my love to my crush I was speaking of earlier and got the lets just be friends shpeal . . . OUCH, it was killer, but I would rather be friends with her than nothing. I just keep making her my priority and she doesn't put as much effort into the friendship so it still hurts, but whatcha gonna do? I just gotta give it time to work itself out. Hopefully she'll be at work tomorrow. I really would like to talk to her . . . I think somethings up, and I am worried about her.
Then . . . last night I got in a physical fight with a customer . . . I almost lost my job, but somehow they ignored it . . . I thought the women were gonna come back today but they didn't thank goodness. One of them spit on my sister's friend, so she kicked the woman in the butt . . . that lady and one other turned around, tripped her and threw her to the ground, my sister came to get me and without even thinking I just threw myself at the lady, I pushed her off and threw a punch before I even gained control of my thoughts. That never happens to me, I don't even speak without thinking usually, it was so weird I didn't know what to do with it. Then the cops showed up and I was on the verge of tears, I thought for sure I was getting arrested . . . I can't afford to get arrested . . . I haven't been that scared in a long time . . . then I couldn't sleep cause I was so worked up, it was awful.
So I get to work today and of course the first thing I hear is Ed, "Kim, can I talk to you?" I thought for sure I was gonna get fired, he's not the type of guy that tolerates stuff like that . . . so he listened and said, we may have to discuss this again when Herman finds out . . . so I now wait until Herm finds out.
The ladies didn't come back tonight . . . that was good, but I stayed with Taylor to make sure nothing happened and we watched finding nemo and an ellen comedy special on my laptop while we were supposed to be working, it was great . . .
Now I'm home . . . I have to work tomorrow at 7 am . . . so I'm either gonna sleep or hang out with taylor if she calls me . . . at least I finished my Psych paper the other night . . . so I don't have to do that on Sunday . . . cause now I'm working at 7 that day too . . . and at 7am on Thanksgiving . . . until close whenever that is . . . all I know is that there is only 2 of us, and apparently no definitive time that that is . . . everyone else is out right at 12 when we close the store . . . I really hope it doesn't take too long to clean and stock and shit . . . I don't wanna miss dinner and my family eats early . . . that and I don't think Deanna's working that day cause she has to cook for her family so its not even gonna be fun . . . eh, we'll see how it goes.
Check ya'll on the flip side.
I professed my love to my crush I was speaking of earlier and got the lets just be friends shpeal . . . OUCH, it was killer, but I would rather be friends with her than nothing. I just keep making her my priority and she doesn't put as much effort into the friendship so it still hurts, but whatcha gonna do? I just gotta give it time to work itself out. Hopefully she'll be at work tomorrow. I really would like to talk to her . . . I think somethings up, and I am worried about her.
Then . . . last night I got in a physical fight with a customer . . . I almost lost my job, but somehow they ignored it . . . I thought the women were gonna come back today but they didn't thank goodness. One of them spit on my sister's friend, so she kicked the woman in the butt . . . that lady and one other turned around, tripped her and threw her to the ground, my sister came to get me and without even thinking I just threw myself at the lady, I pushed her off and threw a punch before I even gained control of my thoughts. That never happens to me, I don't even speak without thinking usually, it was so weird I didn't know what to do with it. Then the cops showed up and I was on the verge of tears, I thought for sure I was getting arrested . . . I can't afford to get arrested . . . I haven't been that scared in a long time . . . then I couldn't sleep cause I was so worked up, it was awful.
So I get to work today and of course the first thing I hear is Ed, "Kim, can I talk to you?" I thought for sure I was gonna get fired, he's not the type of guy that tolerates stuff like that . . . so he listened and said, we may have to discuss this again when Herman finds out . . . so I now wait until Herm finds out.
The ladies didn't come back tonight . . . that was good, but I stayed with Taylor to make sure nothing happened and we watched finding nemo and an ellen comedy special on my laptop while we were supposed to be working, it was great . . .
Now I'm home . . . I have to work tomorrow at 7 am . . . so I'm either gonna sleep or hang out with taylor if she calls me . . . at least I finished my Psych paper the other night . . . so I don't have to do that on Sunday . . . cause now I'm working at 7 that day too . . . and at 7am on Thanksgiving . . . until close whenever that is . . . all I know is that there is only 2 of us, and apparently no definitive time that that is . . . everyone else is out right at 12 when we close the store . . . I really hope it doesn't take too long to clean and stock and shit . . . I don't wanna miss dinner and my family eats early . . . that and I don't think Deanna's working that day cause she has to cook for her family so its not even gonna be fun . . . eh, we'll see how it goes.
Check ya'll on the flip side.