Here goes nothin'
okay, so this is my first post on lj. [trumpet sounds majestically]
i'm at work so technically i should be working, but since i'm kind of a jerk, i'm obssessing about supernatural instead. i've been surfing around on ff.net and lj looking for updated fic from my fav authors. (are you listening kroki_refur? faye dartmouth? ignipes? dodger winslow? kohadril?and there are about eleventy three others. you know who you are. okay, maybe you don't, but i do.) *huh?*
i'm working on my second SN fanfic so hopefully i'll have it posted sometime this millenium.
i'm supposed to go to a board game thingy this weekend with Husband, but the sad truth is, i'd rather stay home in my jammies and read fanfic. or stare at pictures of sam. i do like board games and it's a good example of how i'm a super big nerd, but fanfic is better.
okay, to explain [a small portion of] my weird mental state: there are lots of people who lust after sam and dean and that's cool with me. i do admit jared padelecki is the prettiest person i've ever seen. and the puppy dog eyes of doom get me every time. but i'm an only child and i have a super obssession with siblings and have this insane quest to have an older brother. which is impossible because i cannot go back in time to get one. and i'm about [embarassing mumble] number of years older than jared padalecki so his fictional persona could not be my brother anyway. note the word "fictional". but anyway, i love the whole brotherly dynamic and will simply mutter quietly within my soul that alas, i will have no sibling dynamic of my own. [sibling envy: off]
but i sure as heck can read about all the brotherly manlove i can handle!
i need to quit this stupid job and real life thing. it gets in the way of my obsessions. jerk life.
sigh. time to work.
that is all.
i'm at work so technically i should be working, but since i'm kind of a jerk, i'm obssessing about supernatural instead. i've been surfing around on ff.net and lj looking for updated fic from my fav authors. (are you listening kroki_refur? faye dartmouth? ignipes? dodger winslow? kohadril?and there are about eleventy three others. you know who you are. okay, maybe you don't, but i do.) *huh?*
i'm working on my second SN fanfic so hopefully i'll have it posted sometime this millenium.
i'm supposed to go to a board game thingy this weekend with Husband, but the sad truth is, i'd rather stay home in my jammies and read fanfic. or stare at pictures of sam. i do like board games and it's a good example of how i'm a super big nerd, but fanfic is better.
okay, to explain [a small portion of] my weird mental state: there are lots of people who lust after sam and dean and that's cool with me. i do admit jared padelecki is the prettiest person i've ever seen. and the puppy dog eyes of doom get me every time. but i'm an only child and i have a super obssession with siblings and have this insane quest to have an older brother. which is impossible because i cannot go back in time to get one. and i'm about [embarassing mumble] number of years older than jared padalecki so his fictional persona could not be my brother anyway. note the word "fictional". but anyway, i love the whole brotherly dynamic and will simply mutter quietly within my soul that alas, i will have no sibling dynamic of my own. [sibling envy: off]
but i sure as heck can read about all the brotherly manlove i can handle!
i need to quit this stupid job and real life thing. it gets in the way of my obsessions. jerk life.
sigh. time to work.
that is all.