You would think for a "college graduate" I would have better spelling.
I've escentially ignoring the world. In denial perhaps, definatly agoraphobic. Even going out to get the mail is a bit trying. Is my fear of the "real world" even showing up in my neighborhood? I'm also terrfied of driving again. It's not like a bike. There are more rules.
So much to my mother's chagrin I remain at home, looking for jobs on the internet.
Stupid jobs which all require experience, even for things that I really feel SHOULD be entry level. I'm looking at a lot of work at casting agencies, and applied for an internship at Playwright's Horizon's, but I don't know.
But with my anxiety I'm clearly not cut out for retail sales, and as my mother added "I didn't pay for four years of college to have you work a job you could have gotten in high school."
Good, I get bored to easily. I'm still an "all or nothing" person. I'm entirely passionate about something or apathetic. Right now I seem to be apathetic about everything. Theater, shopping, bah.
I'm just really anxious.
So much to my mother's chagrin I remain at home, looking for jobs on the internet.
Stupid jobs which all require experience, even for things that I really feel SHOULD be entry level. I'm looking at a lot of work at casting agencies, and applied for an internship at Playwright's Horizon's, but I don't know.
But with my anxiety I'm clearly not cut out for retail sales, and as my mother added "I didn't pay for four years of college to have you work a job you could have gotten in high school."
Good, I get bored to easily. I'm still an "all or nothing" person. I'm entirely passionate about something or apathetic. Right now I seem to be apathetic about everything. Theater, shopping, bah.
I'm just really anxious.