Attack
The strangest thing happened to me yesterday, I had an anxiety attack! I was giving a speech in world lit when all of a sudden my body started to tingle and go numb I felt hot flashes and my eyes began to tighten and close I could hardly breath. I felt like I was going to fall over so I leaned on the chalk board for support and slowly and crookedly I walked over to the podium where the rest of my group memebers were and asked one of them to continue for me not untill the speech was almost over was I feeling ok and was able to conclude the speech. This sort of thing never happens to me I love being in front of people I was in drama all through out highschool and participated in plays left and right. Im not shy! So why the attack? I think my hormones are messed up or something I got my period right before the speech maybe thats why. Or maybe my OCD was kicking in I don't know. The only other times I have ever had panic attacs was the first time I got drunk and the first time I got a speeding ticket. I think it happened one time on stage well it started to but I recovered and no one noticed I calmed my self down I think I was on my period then too. Yeah yeah I know gross period well fuck you its natural hahahahha. Well thats for if any guys ever come across this entry which I doubt they will but what ever keep bases covered. I never know who can gain access to this I have a few enemys that would want to be nosey and use this against me Im sure. I do miss Ashley sometimes, she was a great friend to have but we just were not compatable we all made mistakes and have to live with them. I hope you and Jake are happy Ashley that was nuts when you came to the aquatic center.
bye bye silly bitches!
bye bye silly bitches!