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what a turn of events

May 26, 2005 02:47

Ok, I never thought that this day would end up where it is now. When Buffy woke me up this morning I had no idea that I would've had hot sex with Faith in the bathroom of a gas station, seen her cry, then work out with her. What a life I lead ( Read more... )

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faithcb May 27 2005, 07:47:07 UTC

"Fine," I sighed in a rushed breath out as I got up off the bench and headed towards the door. "Do whatever you want, Xander."

"I didn't come here to do this thing where I get personal. That's not me." Deal with it.

el_comfortador May 27 2005, 07:55:57 UTC

Resting my head against the wall, I just stayed quiet. I don't know what she feels, I don't ever know what's going on in that head of hers. Sometimes I wonder if she has that never ending humming in her mind that I do.

Reaching into my pocket I pulled out a set of keys and held them out. "Here, the silver key goes to the door of the complex, the bronze one to Willow's door, and the card goes to here." My voice held no emotion, was completely flat.

faithcb May 27 2005, 07:58:55 UTC

"Xander..." I started after a quiet moment. Why couldn't he act like he didn't regret it? Why couldn't he just brush it all off as a good time?

I didn't finish the sentence, I just snagged the keys from his fingers.

Why did I even care?

el_comfortador May 27 2005, 08:03:24 UTC

She stopped as if she didn't want to continue what she was saying and that just made me more curious. As she grabbed the keys I quickly took hold of her wrist, lightly.

"Faith...talk to me...please," I said softly, caringly. Something was going on in her head, and I hate being kept in the dark.

faithcb May 27 2005, 08:08:45 UTC

What could I say? If you hate me, tell me that to my face? "I'm not trying to be the bad guy here," I replied. ... but you make me feel like that.

He didn't want to know my life, not really, just like B pretended sometimes... so did he. "You don't have to worry... I won't be here for long."

el_comfortador May 28 2005, 04:19:12 UTC

No, of course she's not trying to be the bad guy, I guess it just naturally to her. What the hell did I do wrong? It seems that no matter what I do, I'm just not allowed even the littles bit of happiness.

"Right...fine...I'll stay out of your hair while you're here. I'll just stay the fuck away from you, and I won't look at you so you want have to feel guilty or anything." I respond softly, but with a harsh tone to it.

faithcb May 28 2005, 04:22:54 UTC

"I didn't ask for you to kiss me... or-" I started, my voice raising. "Then you go moping about just because I don't want to be your girlfriend," I stated, my voice sharp.

"What the..." I breathed, wanting to get out of the room as soon as possible. I snagged my hand away from him.

el_comfortador May 28 2005, 04:25:50 UTC

My hand dropped by my side and I started to feel more frustrated than I thought possible, and when this happens, it isn't pretty. "Yeah, well you didn't exactly say no, did you?!" I bit back just as sharply.

This is the part where I start pacing and everything I say is regretted. Yup, so far same ol' Xander.

faithcb May 28 2005, 04:28:34 UTC

"No. I didn't." I bit back, "Next time I can strangle you if you'd rather get off on that."

And that was probably one of the worst things I could have said. Brings back a lot of bad memories.

el_comfortador May 28 2005, 04:36:58 UTC

Enter the thing that I will regret for the rest of forever.

Mid pace, I stopped when she spoke those words, and I just hauled off, and before I knew it, my fist was making contact with her jaw.

Now I would never hit a woman...but Faith was different...but still. What the fuck.

faithcb May 28 2005, 04:39:28 UTC

My face dropped down after he hit me. I let out a hard breath. It wasn't as if it hurt. It's just that he had done it.

Give us a kiss... I gingerly touched my jaw - gentle.

I was speechless.

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