(Continued from here)I was having issues coming up with coherent thoughts as our tongues tangled together gently. All I could think about was the many sensations Savannah was making me feel
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Wrong? No, nothing was wrong with this, and now I was being my usual over emotional self. I quickly wiped awat at my tears, still feeling her lips burning on mine even though she had pulled away.
"I-I um, I didn't think..." I let out a hard breath. "I didn't think I'd be kissed like this."
I didn't think I'd be kissed at all. Is that why I was crying? Again with pathetic little me.
"Hey..." I started gently, looking in the eyes, pressing my lips to hers for a second, trying to relax her again, "Look at me, okay?" I told her softly, urging her to really look at me, not hide away because she was embarrassed. "Do you really think I thought I would be?"
It was a fair question as far as I was concerned, especially with my dad's many attempts to completely abliterate my self worth.
I feel her lips against mine again and I looked into her beautiful ocean eyes. I gave a small sniffle at her question. It made sense to me, because right now the kisses were just overwhelming in the best way. I felt like my heart would burst out of my chest.
"I'm just being overly emotional," I told her softly.
"Happy tears," I smiled softly, reassuring her with a gentle kiss for extra measure. "All good."
I hope she did think I was happy at this new development. How could something that's happened so fast seem like it's gone on for forever? It felt like I knew her from before.
"Good." I smiled after the kiss. "This has been the most amazing day, you know?" I grinned. "Seriously...I don't think I would have believed anyone if they'd said somebody would actually willingly have a conversation with me, never mind me feel so close to them, or that they'd kiss me..." I babbled slightly.
"You didn't seem all that nervous about it to me...it's like, you knew you wanted to, so you went for it." I smiled to her, "And I'm really glad you did too, for the record." I added with a little smirk.
"I love how well we just click...it's like stuff they make movies about, you know? That instant connection that nobody can really explain away or avoid?" I commented, lacing the fingers of one hand with hers, fully aware I had this completely sappy, contented grin on my face.
"I was so nervous. But then I remember what you said, about failing if you didn't try... So the worst I could do was fail."
I laughed softly, tugging her down slightly so we were both laying back on my bed. I gave her hand a squeeze. "Yep, we could most definately be a movie. Pinch me to make sure it's real." I teased.
"God, your bed is like so comfy..." I commented, relaxing into our new position. "And I'm really glad you decided to use my words as inspiration." I smiled, kissing her gently for a moment. Her lips were so soft and warm, and she tasted so good. I almost smirked realising how quickly I'd become completely entranced by everything that kissing entailed.
"So I take it we're not quite exactly just best friends anymore are we?" I asked curiously, using my free hand to tuck a wayward strand of hair behind her ear again, my thumb gently brushing her cheek in the process.
"Best girlfriends maybe?" I said with a small smile towards her, returning the kiss quickly. I linked an arm around her waist, pulling her a little closer. I smiled wider at her tucking hair behing my ear. Hair thing solved... Her fingertips were soft against my cheek and I could smell her shampoo from our position. If felt so good to be so close to someone both physically and mentally.
I laughed softly, chewing at my lower lip amusedly, "And I pick my beds for their pure comfort. There's probably a million matching blankets on here though. It's cold in Salem."
I let out a small nvoluntary happy sigh when she pulled me closer. It was so amazing to feel so safe and comfortable with someone. I mean, I was fine when Mike hugged me and stuff, but this was distinctly different. I was terrified of how I'd react to being put in such intimate position, but this wasn't even remotely scary.
"Tends to be when compared to the Southwest." I smirked about her comment about it being cold here. "It's warming up, I swear." I told her.
"Best girlfriends sounds good to me, Savannah." I smiled, "And could possibly even sound completely innocent to your totally in denial parents." I pointed out, giving her hand a light squeeze.
I grinned wider at her supremely happy laugh. I like like melting into some warm gooey liquid, I swear. It felt warm like that around Casey.
"The last place we lived was New Mexico." I laughed, "It's bitterly cold here."
I ran my hand through her brightly colored hair gently, "It would sound completely innocent." I nodded, giggling softly. "God, I love your hair... it's just so so bright."
"Southern California here, trust me, I get the bitterly cold thing...just wait till it starts snowing again." I teased, laughing softly.
"That feels so nice..." I told her softly as she ran her fingers through my hair. "You have no idea. And thanks. I don't think I was planning on it turning out this bright, but I really like it."
"Well just have to get all bundled up and make snow angels in the winter." I commented, still smiling.
I continued to run my fingers through her hair, "Glad you're all comfortable." I grinned widely towards her. "And for the record, I really like your hair too."
"Snow angels sound like fun." I murmured, her touch making me melt. "And I think by now I've gathered that you adore my hair." I smiled, closing my eyes for a moment.
"Okay, I'm far too comfy...I'm gonna fall asleep if we aren't careful." I commented, "I still want to stay in here forever though." I admitted, "I can't remember ever feeling this at peace with another person, you know?"
"I-I um, I didn't think..." I let out a hard breath. "I didn't think I'd be kissed like this."
I didn't think I'd be kissed at all. Is that why I was crying? Again with pathetic little me.
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It was a fair question as far as I was concerned, especially with my dad's many attempts to completely abliterate my self worth.
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"I'm just being overly emotional," I told her softly.
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I couldn't stand the thought of her beautiful blue eyes being filled with tears for any other reason.
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I hope she did think I was happy at this new development. How could something that's happened so fast seem like it's gone on for forever? It felt like I knew her from before.
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"And I'm really glad I got up that nerve to kiss you." I admitted with a grin.
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"I love how well we just click...it's like stuff they make movies about, you know? That instant connection that nobody can really explain away or avoid?" I commented, lacing the fingers of one hand with hers, fully aware I had this completely sappy, contented grin on my face.
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I laughed softly, tugging her down slightly so we were both laying back on my bed. I gave her hand a squeeze. "Yep, we could most definately be a movie. Pinch me to make sure it's real." I teased.
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"So I take it we're not quite exactly just best friends anymore are we?" I asked curiously, using my free hand to tuck a wayward strand of hair behind her ear again, my thumb gently brushing her cheek in the process.
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I laughed softly, chewing at my lower lip amusedly, "And I pick my beds for their pure comfort. There's probably a million matching blankets on here though. It's cold in Salem."
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"Tends to be when compared to the Southwest." I smirked about her comment about it being cold here. "It's warming up, I swear." I told her.
"Best girlfriends sounds good to me, Savannah." I smiled, "And could possibly even sound completely innocent to your totally in denial parents." I pointed out, giving her hand a light squeeze.
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"The last place we lived was New Mexico." I laughed, "It's bitterly cold here."
I ran my hand through her brightly colored hair gently, "It would sound completely innocent." I nodded, giggling softly. "God, I love your hair... it's just so so bright."
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"That feels so nice..." I told her softly as she ran her fingers through my hair. "You have no idea. And thanks. I don't think I was planning on it turning out this bright, but I really like it."
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I continued to run my fingers through her hair, "Glad you're all comfortable." I grinned widely towards her. "And for the record, I really like your hair too."
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"Okay, I'm far too comfy...I'm gonna fall asleep if we aren't careful." I commented, "I still want to stay in here forever though." I admitted, "I can't remember ever feeling this at peace with another person, you know?"
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