Aug 20, 2005 23:52
I am very tired of feeling unwanted by my own boyfriend. It seems as though I always pick the guys who say they love you but don't show it. I must be a magnet to the type of guy who doesn't like physical contact or flattering his girlfriend. I also think that when I get mad about an ex-girlfriend calling 3 times in one day that is justified, NOT overreacting. I also love how so many guys tell if they were in a relationship with me they would treat me like a princess and give me the world. I tell these men that I have a boyfriend. In return they say that he is a very lucky man. Well I think that somehow this "lucky man" is about to "let me down easy" and say the hell with me.
I can feel my defense mechanism going up......