Nov 17, 2005 10:12
This has been one of the hardest weeks for me so far. I cannot seem to sleep, I am so far behind in school, my kids have been sick, I seem to constantly be on the go, I call friends and they never seem to be home. I just cannot for the love of God seem to find a point of peace in this crazy world. Jason is of course, no help. Sits on his ass all the time and plays Socom 3 online. I cook, clean, do laundry, work, do all the shopping and all the running, I do it all. Then, he acts like it's a big deal cuz he has to pay a few bills. I am telling you the truth, that I am on the brink of murder. Divorce takes too long. I need a night out of drinking and shakin my booty!! Any takers??
I am still working @ Heritage Hall. I am still liking it. It is alot of tugging and pulling, but at least Pearl is not standing over top of me barking orders!! I am also looking foward to pay day for the first time in a long time. I still have my little car. Got my tags personalized. They say UCSTAR. Now no one can miss me. This new job will also help me pay it off alot quicker! I am still working on getting a Buffy night together @ my house soon! I will call everyone asap. Still working out some of the details. I am gonna go for now. Everyone try and call me really soon!! Till then!!!