Between a rock and a hardplace...

[buffisbetter]

Well Dee start missing Joey extra on Sunday...b/c we hung out.And now come to find out he has a new girl.Yah.OUCH.Would I feel better if it wasnt all my fault?And here i am with a guy who thinks the best thing about me if my boobs!This is the worst spring break ever btw.I speant like all of it crying and staring at a blank computer screen b/c IT WONT WORK.HOW PATHETIC IS THAT?I AM SOO ANGRY ABOUT EVERYTHIGN.I'M ANGRY I DUMPED JOEY AND DONT EVEN REMEBER WHY.I'M ANGRY MY BROTHER IS IN THE HOSPITAL.I'M ANGRY ABOUT THE WAY JEOY TALKS ABOUT ME BEHIND MY BACK.I'M ANGRY HIS FAMILY MADE HIM BELIVE THAT I AM EVIL AND THAT ALL OF OUR GOOD TIMES WERE TOTALLY A WASTE.I'M ANGRY THAT MY MOM NEVER GETS OFF THE PHONE AND THAT WE HAVENT HUNG OUT SENSE LAST YR.AND I'M ANGRY THAT I LOVE MY JOB AND I CANT TELL ANYONE ABOUT.AND IF I DID NO ONE LIKE IT OR CARE B/C I HAVE TO KEEP EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE A SECRET!AND I'M ANGRY THAT NO ONE WILL EVER SUPPORT ME AS A CASEWORKER B/C THEYRE TOO NARROWMINDED TO SEE THE BIG PICTURE.AND AS STUPID AS IF SOUNDS I MA ABGRY THAT I AM ON PSRING BREAK AND I FEEL LIKE THIS AND I HAVE THIS STUPID COUGH THAT KEEPS ME UP ALL NIGHT.

Thats it.I dont feel like writing a nice sounding lil entree.All your gunna get is some bellowing.

"hold on..baby your losin it.The waters high and your jumpin in to it and lettin go.But no one knows..."