"OH...GUYS...wait...somthing just happened in my mind!"
so I went to the so called "sleep over" and it was fun.not any drama.IT was silly of me to automatically assume they couldn't get along for 5 mintues..but I wasn't the only one who was concerned...but it was fun...I may not have anything in common with them but that doesn't mean we can't hang out every now and then..We went to bed at 4:30 (and i got up at 8:30 and left early b/c i had bootcamp)..b/c Amanda and Kali scared themselves...muahaha..and I egged it on...b/c i am bold (like Doritos..).. and I don't get scared...(**lie detector goes off**)...but i thought it was funny..until amanda almostb really did have a panic attack..but we're cool..
Tomorrow Jenny and I have a breakfast date...and I may or may not go to Tim's house with Teej and the boys...
national championship... holler...
lots of guys from my gym have been asking about me and I am a little nervous b/c lots of "father like figures" have told me that when they ask they all mention pouncing on me when I turn 18...yeesh...scarey...
I think I'll just get a burka and a head cover and hide myself forever so that men who love athletic weightliftin girls will think I'm just another couch potato....or not..I am much too proud of not being lazy for that...I like some of them...(the guys i mean..)..but I don't think they're the kind of guys that would be good for my chasity...however...thats pure speculation...and probably a little unfair for me to say...**judgemental**...but one has to be alert on such issues.I am real interested in one imparticular..one that has absoltely no shame in saying flirty things to me or very blatently staring at my butt...one who a few months ago I would have been really really rude to...but i think its what I get...for talking bad about him and his annoying friends..I would have scoffed at the mere idea of being intimidated at him in the least...or even adled by his constant removal of his clothes...I would have even been applaled by him thinking I'd even want to see all of that...but i was completely out of it and foggy headed last time i was with him.Not in a floaty crush kind of way...but then again...I really think even seeing him in a different light is from lack of sleep...really...its messing up my judgement...soo....basically...ignore the last few paragraphs...
my parents are starting the whole "oh you like working out you must have a disorder? spill again.Who else gets chastised for there hobbies?...thats what it is...a hobbie...ok ok..its not just a hobbie..its a lifestyle...but seriously...its a healthy one...and its not really an obsession.It's definately not like drinking or somkeing..or killin babies.Soccer is more my obsession.I would think they'd be more worried about the when the other day I said there was no possible way sex was more enjoyable than soccer...b/c seriously...no way...
well thats all I can think to say right now...I hope i freaked everyone out with my sex vs soccer comparisions.INfact I hope you all think I am completely insane and need to be put in a home for the mentally challenged immediately...b/c I'm SOOO OCD on weightlifting...ha
night kids.
Tomorrow Jenny and I have a breakfast date...and I may or may not go to Tim's house with Teej and the boys...
national championship... holler...
lots of guys from my gym have been asking about me and I am a little nervous b/c lots of "father like figures" have told me that when they ask they all mention pouncing on me when I turn 18...yeesh...scarey...
I think I'll just get a burka and a head cover and hide myself forever so that men who love athletic weightliftin girls will think I'm just another couch potato....or not..I am much too proud of not being lazy for that...I like some of them...(the guys i mean..)..but I don't think they're the kind of guys that would be good for my chasity...however...thats pure speculation...and probably a little unfair for me to say...**judgemental**...but one has to be alert on such issues.I am real interested in one imparticular..one that has absoltely no shame in saying flirty things to me or very blatently staring at my butt...one who a few months ago I would have been really really rude to...but i think its what I get...for talking bad about him and his annoying friends..I would have scoffed at the mere idea of being intimidated at him in the least...or even adled by his constant removal of his clothes...I would have even been applaled by him thinking I'd even want to see all of that...but i was completely out of it and foggy headed last time i was with him.Not in a floaty crush kind of way...but then again...I really think even seeing him in a different light is from lack of sleep...really...its messing up my judgement...soo....basically...ignore the last few paragraphs...
my parents are starting the whole "oh you like working out you must have a disorder? spill again.Who else gets chastised for there hobbies?...thats what it is...a hobbie...ok ok..its not just a hobbie..its a lifestyle...but seriously...its a healthy one...and its not really an obsession.It's definately not like drinking or somkeing..or killin babies.Soccer is more my obsession.I would think they'd be more worried about the when the other day I said there was no possible way sex was more enjoyable than soccer...b/c seriously...no way...
well thats all I can think to say right now...I hope i freaked everyone out with my sex vs soccer comparisions.INfact I hope you all think I am completely insane and need to be put in a home for the mentally challenged immediately...b/c I'm SOOO OCD on weightlifting...ha
night kids.