That I Would Be Good Whether With Or Without You...
Okay, so that guy I've been talking to suddenly stopped texting me back earlier this week. We used to talk everyday for a large part of the day...well, I ay be blonde sometimes, but I knew something was up. So, I worked the midnight shift last night and I got home to receive this message on Facebook:
Hey Matti,
I know I haven't been talking/texting you lately, and it's because I feel like I need my space right now. With clinic and now work, I'm not ready for what you are looking for right now. I know that you care about me, and I care for you as well, but now is not the time for me to get involved with anyone. I still have alot of growing up to do, alot of changing to do, and I'm sorry if I've misled you in any way. My intent was never to hurt you or play with your feelings, because I've never lied about my feelings with you. And that is why I am writing you this message. Because I want to be honest with you. Thank you for being there for me.
Your friend,
Chris
Needless to say, my reply was much bitchier.
That's fine, but it was pretty lame to send me a Facebook message rather than just call me and let me know. Out of the blue you just stopped responding and that's rude. If you just wanted a friendship, I don't understand why you don't think I could handle that. It was a big let down...but I guess I am getting used to that. It just sucks that I tried to get past what has continually happened to me just to have it happen again. If there's something about me that you didn't like, you could just be honest. Otherwise, I don't understand...it actually worked out just in time for me anyways because this guy I was sort of seeing in January who became too busy with 2 jobs called this morning when I was at work and quit one of his jobs and asked me on a date this weekend. I guess now I can call him back and accept. Sorry, I know I said I'd wait till you were ready, but I didn't know that would involve you giving me the cold shoulder and ignoring me as if I'm not even worth your time to respond to...just wait till you're already online talking to other people and type a quick, meaningless note to me. Boo.
Anyways, the part about the date was true. I think everything happens for a reason...and just when this guy started ignoring me...Rolando calls out of the blue! I had really liked him before, but it just seemed as if he was too busy...but he did always assure me that as busy as he was, he DID like me. Well, he quit one of his jobs and now has his weekends open and he said "We should hang out soon!" We made plans for next weekend! Maybe it just means Chris wasn't right for me...but I am not going to bow down and say he did the right thing! A FACEBOOK message??? What if we had made it official...would he have broken up with me through Fed-Ex (not even next day delivery)? LOL! Anyways, even though I am not very pleased with Chris and his 12 year old mentality...I guess it's better anyways. I knew it was a bad sign when he was going into medicine and had a strong resemblence to Robin. Oh well though...life goes on and so will I!
A girl puking outside the drive-thru window? Oh, it happened last night...and the stink was there all night. So were the chunks...just outside the window. WHY? Eeeewww...
Happy Mother's Day folks!
~Matti
Hey Matti,
I know I haven't been talking/texting you lately, and it's because I feel like I need my space right now. With clinic and now work, I'm not ready for what you are looking for right now. I know that you care about me, and I care for you as well, but now is not the time for me to get involved with anyone. I still have alot of growing up to do, alot of changing to do, and I'm sorry if I've misled you in any way. My intent was never to hurt you or play with your feelings, because I've never lied about my feelings with you. And that is why I am writing you this message. Because I want to be honest with you. Thank you for being there for me.
Your friend,
Chris
Needless to say, my reply was much bitchier.
That's fine, but it was pretty lame to send me a Facebook message rather than just call me and let me know. Out of the blue you just stopped responding and that's rude. If you just wanted a friendship, I don't understand why you don't think I could handle that. It was a big let down...but I guess I am getting used to that. It just sucks that I tried to get past what has continually happened to me just to have it happen again. If there's something about me that you didn't like, you could just be honest. Otherwise, I don't understand...it actually worked out just in time for me anyways because this guy I was sort of seeing in January who became too busy with 2 jobs called this morning when I was at work and quit one of his jobs and asked me on a date this weekend. I guess now I can call him back and accept. Sorry, I know I said I'd wait till you were ready, but I didn't know that would involve you giving me the cold shoulder and ignoring me as if I'm not even worth your time to respond to...just wait till you're already online talking to other people and type a quick, meaningless note to me. Boo.
Anyways, the part about the date was true. I think everything happens for a reason...and just when this guy started ignoring me...Rolando calls out of the blue! I had really liked him before, but it just seemed as if he was too busy...but he did always assure me that as busy as he was, he DID like me. Well, he quit one of his jobs and now has his weekends open and he said "We should hang out soon!" We made plans for next weekend! Maybe it just means Chris wasn't right for me...but I am not going to bow down and say he did the right thing! A FACEBOOK message??? What if we had made it official...would he have broken up with me through Fed-Ex (not even next day delivery)? LOL! Anyways, even though I am not very pleased with Chris and his 12 year old mentality...I guess it's better anyways. I knew it was a bad sign when he was going into medicine and had a strong resemblence to Robin. Oh well though...life goes on and so will I!
A girl puking outside the drive-thru window? Oh, it happened last night...and the stink was there all night. So were the chunks...just outside the window. WHY? Eeeewww...
Happy Mother's Day folks!
~Matti