Why?
Okay, so things are going pretty well in my life...even things that seem as though they could be bad were really good in my eyes. My relationship is on the outs...I'm trying to make Ping-Pu (Dave, but I call him Ping-Pu) see that our relationship can't work. I hope he's getting it. It just had too much wrong and not enough right about it. He's a great guy, but just not for me. I realized that this pic of me is disgusting, so I'm going to change it...lol. Also, I start school full time for the first time in over 6 years...but I'm really excited. I'm working between 30-40 hours a week while taking full time, which is the only way I'd have it. I am just so not the type to solely focus on school...since my first job, I've realized I can't stop working...I need a break every now and then...but mostly I'm a workaholic. I'm the guy who volunteers for a 16 hour shift...or as happened at my National Guard training, volunteers to work 48 out of 55 hours (I took a nap in between 24 hr. shifts...lol) and I love it. It's probably because work is an easy distraction from the rest of life's problems. Well, I was going to talk more about school and stuff, but I'll save it for later 'cuz Jelaine and I are going to have a sexy time going out somewhere tonight. Loves it!
~Matti
~Matti