Leaving... on a jetplane

Aug 20, 2005 00:54

This is my last night here, in this house. It's weird I guess, that this won't be my room anymore. Colin came over to say goodbye and we ended up visiting for a while and drinking Italian Champaign. I haven't laughed so hard in a long time. There are a few irreplacable friends I've had in my life. He is one.

I don't really have a whole lot to say about anything. I've learned to love that feeling in my stomach. It's like Butterflies, only you don't know if you want to throw up or celebrate... so you laugh nervously about everything.
I've moved away before... but never this far. Never where I couldn't just hop in the car and come home. New city. New people. New school. New life.
I can recreate myself. Start over.
Move away from the pain and rejection that this city represents.
I'm not running away... I'm moving on.

"out of the darkness and into the sun
but i won't forget all the one's that I love
gotta, take a risk
take a chance
make a change
and b r e a k A w a y."

Kelly Clarkson

Dearest Joe,
I hope you had a good time at the concert, you freak!
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