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Dec 13, 2005 00:48

i suppose the impossible is still possible,and though that doesn make sence, if anyone on here is reading this and knows me, youll fully understand what i mean when i say this next part here
i have a fiancee, i may only have been engaged to her maybe 2 weeks so far... but we are to-be-wedded soon, if i had the ability it would be right now and id leave anything behind that need be...in fact...if someone would like to buy a few things from me, id be glad to let you have them, i have a fully registered and liscensed 1972 vw bug, runs great, good car to get around in, needs suspension work...also something i have of interest to some people, i have a 42in flat screen tv by sylvania, and xbox with about 50 games, and a few other old systems i would let go, anyone wanting to buy those go ahead and let me know, if youre in my area (phx az) we can arrange a pickup of said item(s) if not, then im afriad youll have to pay for shipping, bc the whole reason i want them gone is for the money so i can move- anyways,ive been gone for so long, as all my free time has gone to this lady i love...she is more to me than anything has ever been.. she may have skin cancer or other ailments, but it has made her a better person for going through these things, also it causes me to be able to keep more attention on her...she needed someone to love her, somone giving and truly loving, and i give all that i can give to her, hopefull it it close enough for the love she needs. she is the most caring, giving and thoughful girl ever to have been in my life, and possibly one of the nicest people that anyone could know. her soul give such a warm glow to me, and others see it too, it caught my attention shortly after meeting this girl, as we even met online many years ago growing in a fairly gradual friendship and knew each other for about 2 years or so before even knowing what the other looked like, and by the time i saw this girls face and her unbelievably beautiful smile... it just gave me something id never really known before. she is my soul mate, every part of us was made for the other, inside and out. monique is the most beautiful creature ever to have been, and yes im sure everyone reading this says" ohhh everyone thinks that about the one they want to marry" well really thats bc those people probably caught at least a glimpse of the others soul, which can be an incredible feeling. and when i called her beautiful, i knew she was before i ever saw her pictures, the word beautiful to me, means that everything about them is appealing to you, mainly being their personality and heart, but their looks count as well..she she is those very definition of that word to me, she gives any part of herself to the point where she will actually be sick...giving her wellbeing even, giving the light she has inside her through her lovely smiles she makes me forget about my entire day just as i see her face..not not just when its a bad day i dont want to remember, even the good ones..and her scent is amazing...every person has their own scent really, most people wear some sort of cologne or perfume or whatver and cover it,but its still there, and i finnaly was able to meet her after about 4 and a half-5 years of knowing hertalking nearly everyday straight...weather by phone or online..and her voice...its so tender and so knowing, though she does sound 12 on the phone hahaha and no, she is 21 not 12..i know some of you remember me usually liking girls younger than me..but monique is the best mix of what i like about girls younger and older than me, shes a fun person to be around, her main thing to do is NOT drinking, going to bars, or clubs in fact the opposite of that and its usually something more fun like going outside in nature haha, and also she is a very wise girl for being only 21, she knows more things than alot of 30 year olds and even alot of 50 and older people, its just sad how naieve alot of those people are..i could literally just write pages about her...but she asked me to go to bed, and so i am off now bye people
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