Now What?
Well- it's the begining of another year here at the amazing campus of MSU and even though there have only been a week of classes, it feels like I've been here for a very long time.
I mean- I kinda have with band preseason and everything (which was an experience in itself- but much better the second time around... not being a new guy is great). but just living where I am with the people I am is the greatest thing IN THE WORLD. I couldn't ask for better friends or people to live with and the location and feeling of our apartment is simply amazing.
We are all off to a weird start this year because we all had crazy life-changing summers and now it's hard to come back to school and reality and people that don't think of you any differently than they used to. I really feel like a new person this year (as do Cathy and Lindsay it seems) and that is as hard as shit when you're emmersed in the busy non-stop world of college. I've made changes to myself and the people I know and love that will effect us for the rest of our lives. one particular change was basically the hardest thing I've ever done in my life... but in the long run I know it was what had to happen. That doesn't make the pain go away, though... I've never felt this way before...
Why are things so complicated and confusing?
Sorry this post doesn't make any sense- it's just that I have about 329872 ideas and thoughts in my mind right now and I needed to get a couple of them out there.
Have a nice day everyone. For real.
I mean- I kinda have with band preseason and everything (which was an experience in itself- but much better the second time around... not being a new guy is great). but just living where I am with the people I am is the greatest thing IN THE WORLD. I couldn't ask for better friends or people to live with and the location and feeling of our apartment is simply amazing.
We are all off to a weird start this year because we all had crazy life-changing summers and now it's hard to come back to school and reality and people that don't think of you any differently than they used to. I really feel like a new person this year (as do Cathy and Lindsay it seems) and that is as hard as shit when you're emmersed in the busy non-stop world of college. I've made changes to myself and the people I know and love that will effect us for the rest of our lives. one particular change was basically the hardest thing I've ever done in my life... but in the long run I know it was what had to happen. That doesn't make the pain go away, though... I've never felt this way before...
Why are things so complicated and confusing?
Sorry this post doesn't make any sense- it's just that I have about 329872 ideas and thoughts in my mind right now and I needed to get a couple of them out there.
Have a nice day everyone. For real.