fak...
tried to update last night but that didnt work. stupid read-only mode. piss off.
today sucked :[
started out not feeling well. and i was so close to telling my mom that i didnt want to go to school. but since she's been sick all week, she's been in bed. and this morning she like got up and you know - shes feeling better n all. and she like WENT PSYCHO on me!!! shes like complaining about how messy the house looks and all this shit. telling ME that its basically all MY fault... SRY MOM! i only leave at 6:30am and get home at 8pm! no way in hell is that my problem...so i was pissed about that. slammed my door - stressing out. started crying. and then i didnt have time to get my make up on, so i was gunna do it in the car. and then my mom asks me if i had my cough medicine with me. im like no... and shes like "ugh... well i guess its not that bad then..." im like "omg mom... yea thats what it is" and she goes "mallory dont get smart with me" im like 'WHAT THE HELL MOM! yer blaming everything on me.." and shes like "im not blaming anything on you! what are you crying for? im the one that gets blamed for everything. sorry that i have to pick up after you" and all this shit. so then she decides to make it up to me when she drops me off. cuz she started crying too and wanted a hug from me. whatever... i mean i love my mom to death, but... its just those kinda things that really get to you...
so i went to school - no make up - everyones like "mallory you look like shit"
thanks guys.
anyway - i'm not going to practice today since the only reason i went to school was cuz i had 3 tests. and jon of course. ;]
stomachs starting to hurt again so im guna go lay down.
give me a call if you'd like or really want to. fivesevenoneohonenineoh.
i love you <3
♥ mal
PS - not goin to school tomorrow "/ moms takin me to the doctor. about time? i think so. HOPEFULLY IM BETTER BY MONDAY! i really want to go to the beach monday!!!
today sucked :[
started out not feeling well. and i was so close to telling my mom that i didnt want to go to school. but since she's been sick all week, she's been in bed. and this morning she like got up and you know - shes feeling better n all. and she like WENT PSYCHO on me!!! shes like complaining about how messy the house looks and all this shit. telling ME that its basically all MY fault... SRY MOM! i only leave at 6:30am and get home at 8pm! no way in hell is that my problem...so i was pissed about that. slammed my door - stressing out. started crying. and then i didnt have time to get my make up on, so i was gunna do it in the car. and then my mom asks me if i had my cough medicine with me. im like no... and shes like "ugh... well i guess its not that bad then..." im like "omg mom... yea thats what it is" and she goes "mallory dont get smart with me" im like 'WHAT THE HELL MOM! yer blaming everything on me.." and shes like "im not blaming anything on you! what are you crying for? im the one that gets blamed for everything. sorry that i have to pick up after you" and all this shit. so then she decides to make it up to me when she drops me off. cuz she started crying too and wanted a hug from me. whatever... i mean i love my mom to death, but... its just those kinda things that really get to you...
so i went to school - no make up - everyones like "mallory you look like shit"
thanks guys.
anyway - i'm not going to practice today since the only reason i went to school was cuz i had 3 tests. and jon of course. ;]
stomachs starting to hurt again so im guna go lay down.
give me a call if you'd like or really want to. fivesevenoneohonenineoh.
i love you <3
♥ mal
PS - not goin to school tomorrow "/ moms takin me to the doctor. about time? i think so. HOPEFULLY IM BETTER BY MONDAY! i really want to go to the beach monday!!!