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so....
just read me myspace blog..... weird i actually used that thing but... i just needed it at the time
anyways!
MS tried to come back into my life , i sadly told him no... but i have very good reasons that i think are very mature of me.
jessica and i are cool again
which was needed...there really isnt any reason for us to be like we were
and jeremie...
the love of my life... the boy i though i was gonna be with ... forever...
text me today
i still love him
but i dont want him back
in my eyes he is this amazing perfect guy for me and if i take him back it will ruin that...
we will just fight and end up breaking up ( when in reality i think we would end up being together forever, but i like ot lie to myself sometimes)
but i told him i dont do the whole friend thing... im not a fake person and i cant go from being in love with someone and calling them my entire life to just being friends... and i wont pretend to be...
he totally understands i thnk he just needs closure and it really a goood, nice guy and just wanted to check on me and see how i was doing....
can someone please teach me how to type hahah because i am having to delete and re type way to much hahaha
my hands are shaking...
its cause of him.. but
i know we needed it....
i want to tell him that i love him and i miss him but dont want him back... but i think he knows...
just read me myspace blog..... weird i actually used that thing but... i just needed it at the time
anyways!
MS tried to come back into my life , i sadly told him no... but i have very good reasons that i think are very mature of me.
jessica and i are cool again
which was needed...there really isnt any reason for us to be like we were
and jeremie...
the love of my life... the boy i though i was gonna be with ... forever...
text me today
i still love him
but i dont want him back
in my eyes he is this amazing perfect guy for me and if i take him back it will ruin that...
we will just fight and end up breaking up ( when in reality i think we would end up being together forever, but i like ot lie to myself sometimes)
but i told him i dont do the whole friend thing... im not a fake person and i cant go from being in love with someone and calling them my entire life to just being friends... and i wont pretend to be...
he totally understands i thnk he just needs closure and it really a goood, nice guy and just wanted to check on me and see how i was doing....
can someone please teach me how to type hahah because i am having to delete and re type way to much hahaha
my hands are shaking...
its cause of him.. but
i know we needed it....
i want to tell him that i love him and i miss him but dont want him back... but i think he knows...