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[budleaf]

i am so happy....

its not that jeremie didnt make me happy, i loved him like crazy but

i have a new view to relationships

if i was myself 100% of the time

loved them as hard as i could and had as much fun as i could

i cant ever be sad

cause i gave it my everything

im not mad it didnt work cause that is what relationships are...

you try to find that "one person" you wanna spend your life with...
so im not upset

i am so greatful that i got to have a boy so perfect and amazing in my life
and i got to love someone that amazing.

i dont do friends after dating so he is no longer in my life but i am glad that he once was

i still love him, no doubt but in a different way... more like admoration.

but i love you all

im going back to school