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Breastfeeding nazi's are everywhere, trying to make me feel guilty. That's the one thing that I'm over.
I'm not over the leaky books though. I HATE them. I wish I could just go to sleep with no bra/boob pads on for once.
Or - I wish I could just sleep. Oh sweet sleep, how I miss thee. Really, tho, I'm losing my mind. Last night he was awake and fussy/crying from 3:30-7. He never properly fell asleep until my inlaws came for a visit, and so then I didn't get to sleep either.
I did, however, go for a run tonight. 12 minutes and I felt like I was going to die. I've no more lung capacity or muscles.
My incision hurts when I poop - which is rare - or when I get gas - which is more often. And I'm bleeding from hemmies. Yippie.
I want my body back, I want to sleep, I want to go back to work without worrying about Andy.
Speaking of which, the daycare situation is going to be a pain because I won't get into the work daycare right away and I'll need to negotiate temporary care with someone who won't like working week to week I'm sure.
He's screaming right now so I guess I better get going.
I'm not over the leaky books though. I HATE them. I wish I could just go to sleep with no bra/boob pads on for once.
Or - I wish I could just sleep. Oh sweet sleep, how I miss thee. Really, tho, I'm losing my mind. Last night he was awake and fussy/crying from 3:30-7. He never properly fell asleep until my inlaws came for a visit, and so then I didn't get to sleep either.
I did, however, go for a run tonight. 12 minutes and I felt like I was going to die. I've no more lung capacity or muscles.
My incision hurts when I poop - which is rare - or when I get gas - which is more often. And I'm bleeding from hemmies. Yippie.
I want my body back, I want to sleep, I want to go back to work without worrying about Andy.
Speaking of which, the daycare situation is going to be a pain because I won't get into the work daycare right away and I'll need to negotiate temporary care with someone who won't like working week to week I'm sure.
He's screaming right now so I guess I better get going.