Feb 05, 2005 11:08
Today was fine when i got everything was ok i thought but supposly fing jennifer had to screw it up i mean she opened her mouth full of lies to someone specail to me the person that was there for me whenever no one else was someone that is far away but i mean jennifer has caused so many problems in my life that i don't even see why i'm still friends with her and this is why because i'm stupid and i just don't understand why i didn't see it coming..So i mean now its just shit everywhere i can't make sense so bare with me..i mean jennifer was there for me sometimes when i need someone most but i mean i guess it wasn't important to her she is just so jealous of what i have and what i did have that she's got to mess up but when i get a hold of this girl on the phone i'm going to let her have because i'm not having this shit in my life any more i just can't talk right now i'm so pissed and mad right now that i just want to me alone before i flip somone that i really love because i just lost someone that i loved and did so much to be with this person as a friend and before a realtionship its just i'm so depressed right now i have to go i love ya'll i'll talk to ya'll later i'll be alrigh don't worry me alright ya'll that believe my words when they come out of my mouth even if someone told you something and i tell you its a lie and i tell you what was really said and you believed me then ya'll are the greatest and i love ya for that but i must go i'm crying i guess over stupid shit so i'm going to wait intill jessis get home and talk to her alright love ya'll talk to ya'll later and if you are reading this you know who are i'm sorry that you couldn't believe my words and i'm sorry that i messe up everything when i didnt bye