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i want to be in a relationship so bad that some times its dumb i get mad, at my self, cause i feel like theres no one who wants me maybe im just being to picky? possability? i dont know i dont like it though and it makes me so mad to think that i let so many people fuck with my heart and i just let it happen there were so many warnings. i want to do anything but stay at home alone,..i want to get a boy who would drive to come see me at any time unanounced some one my parents would like so that he wouldnt have to just knock and wait to come in i want a guy who would just walk in, say hi and give me a kiss im obviously missing out on some thing or im asking for to much cause its not gunna happen.