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So I realize that I haven't touched this thing in forever, so I decided to put a new entry... considering how much I really hate the last one.
Things are good. I don't think I've ever been this happy in my life. Shari's given me something I've never seen or felt and that just makes my world so much better. It's hard though. The distance between us is so hard... but I think we can overcome that. I want to be with her and I'd do anything to be with her. The end.
School's good. Mr. Lindner got his Russian kids. I'd be afraid to be his son, to be honest.... he's seems like a nice dad, but he's going to be strict as balls. Yes... balls.
It's weird when I think about how much I changed since middle school. I mean, I was the lonliest, saddest, most pathetic kid in middle school - I had no friends and I just didn't talk to anybody. And now I'm so completely different that it's almost crazy to think that that was me. I love my life right now... I don't think I've ever thought that. I don't think I've ever stopped and said 'Life is good.' And I think that's the problem with people today. Everybody's quick to say how much their life sucks and how many things are going wrong, but they forget to look at the good stuff. They forget to look at what makes life great, even if it's something so simple and small that it only makes you happy for a second. Those are the things that we need to concentrate on, rather that what's going wrong. I wish people weren't so depressed all the time. If I wanted to be, I could've been the most emo and depressed person on the planet... but I didn't let myself. I knew that there was more to life than being miserable and that's why I am so happy now. That's why I think being emo and being depressed all the time and crying for no reason is dumb and pointless. I think people need to stop complaining and stop concentrating on all the bad things. Anyone can change for the better and I think people need to stop and look in the mirror and realize that being sad is just a shitty way to live.
...Anywhore, that's my rant for the day. Be good.
Things are good. I don't think I've ever been this happy in my life. Shari's given me something I've never seen or felt and that just makes my world so much better. It's hard though. The distance between us is so hard... but I think we can overcome that. I want to be with her and I'd do anything to be with her. The end.
School's good. Mr. Lindner got his Russian kids. I'd be afraid to be his son, to be honest.... he's seems like a nice dad, but he's going to be strict as balls. Yes... balls.
It's weird when I think about how much I changed since middle school. I mean, I was the lonliest, saddest, most pathetic kid in middle school - I had no friends and I just didn't talk to anybody. And now I'm so completely different that it's almost crazy to think that that was me. I love my life right now... I don't think I've ever thought that. I don't think I've ever stopped and said 'Life is good.' And I think that's the problem with people today. Everybody's quick to say how much their life sucks and how many things are going wrong, but they forget to look at the good stuff. They forget to look at what makes life great, even if it's something so simple and small that it only makes you happy for a second. Those are the things that we need to concentrate on, rather that what's going wrong. I wish people weren't so depressed all the time. If I wanted to be, I could've been the most emo and depressed person on the planet... but I didn't let myself. I knew that there was more to life than being miserable and that's why I am so happy now. That's why I think being emo and being depressed all the time and crying for no reason is dumb and pointless. I think people need to stop complaining and stop concentrating on all the bad things. Anyone can change for the better and I think people need to stop and look in the mirror and realize that being sad is just a shitty way to live.
...Anywhore, that's my rant for the day. Be good.