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I'm not really sure of where I'm at right now. That is... I don't know what I want exactly. I talk to so many people who are so sure of exactly what they want and I'm so envious of them. I wish I knew what I wanted.
I have so much time. I just waste my days and waste my time. I can't wait until I get my license - only 3 months. Ultimate freedom.
Sometimes I don't like what I do. I mean... I do things that I wish I didn't do or I wish I could change. I know most of us feel that way but I really feel like I could change if I try... maybe I'm just afraid of the consequences. Maybe I'm afraid that what I want to happen won't happen. Maybe I'm just plain afraid. I don't really know, but I think I should change. Change is good in most instances.
People worry too much. I try not to worry. It's unhealthy. I don't understand why people worry too much - it's one thing to be afraid of consequences, it's another to be worried about them. They seem like they'd be the same, but in all honesty they're not. Being nervous is even worse - then you're scared and worried at the same time. People shouldn't worry or get nervous in my opinion.
I feel kinda sick. It's like that feelings you get: you feel like you have to puke, but you don't. Like it's stuck in your chest and if you do anything to provoke it, you'll puke. Otherwise it's just a feeling. That's the feeling. It's not very enjoyable.
I really wanna go camping. I haven't gone camping once this summer. I used to go camping all the time. I like camping. It's fun. We should go camping.
Well, I have to pee. It happens. That's mother nature for ya. I'll talk to ya'll later.
I have so much time. I just waste my days and waste my time. I can't wait until I get my license - only 3 months. Ultimate freedom.
Sometimes I don't like what I do. I mean... I do things that I wish I didn't do or I wish I could change. I know most of us feel that way but I really feel like I could change if I try... maybe I'm just afraid of the consequences. Maybe I'm afraid that what I want to happen won't happen. Maybe I'm just plain afraid. I don't really know, but I think I should change. Change is good in most instances.
People worry too much. I try not to worry. It's unhealthy. I don't understand why people worry too much - it's one thing to be afraid of consequences, it's another to be worried about them. They seem like they'd be the same, but in all honesty they're not. Being nervous is even worse - then you're scared and worried at the same time. People shouldn't worry or get nervous in my opinion.
I feel kinda sick. It's like that feelings you get: you feel like you have to puke, but you don't. Like it's stuck in your chest and if you do anything to provoke it, you'll puke. Otherwise it's just a feeling. That's the feeling. It's not very enjoyable.
I really wanna go camping. I haven't gone camping once this summer. I used to go camping all the time. I like camping. It's fun. We should go camping.
Well, I have to pee. It happens. That's mother nature for ya. I'll talk to ya'll later.