You contradict the fact that you still want me around..

[buddybear]

Why is that the special great people that you hold dearly and mean the most to you in all the people youve ever met in your life go away? And why is it that the crappy, bitchy, mean , lying, fake people hang on to you for dear life and no matter what you do wont go away? How is that fair? I want a refund on this whole friend thing. If only i could find my docket.

There are a few things going on right now, but in all honesty, i dont think you deserve to know.