crushes are bitches. bitch.
I HATE MY FUCKING TARD FACE SELF. I TYPED A WHOLE FUCKING ENTRY AND DELETED IT ALL AND NOW I CANT GET THE SHIT BACK. fuck
any who, i hate crushes on guys that arent necisarily gay (or at least out, i have my suspicions that have been confurmed*has an exalent gaydar*) i wish i could just say to that person that i like them but i so cant. i wonder if he likes me. maybe he just reminds me of home or something, he is so much like eric in a weird alternate universe way... yeah i am insane, but whatever. i like him and thats that, it doesnt help that hes realy flirtatious, or that he has a girlfriend. grrr. oh well.maybe he will find my live journal and have a revalation. lol, yeah right, im just reaching for hope. im tired, and lonely.
all the friends in the world cant fill this void, thats been empty for so long....
peace, im out.
any who, i hate crushes on guys that arent necisarily gay (or at least out, i have my suspicions that have been confurmed*has an exalent gaydar*) i wish i could just say to that person that i like them but i so cant. i wonder if he likes me. maybe he just reminds me of home or something, he is so much like eric in a weird alternate universe way... yeah i am insane, but whatever. i like him and thats that, it doesnt help that hes realy flirtatious, or that he has a girlfriend. grrr. oh well.maybe he will find my live journal and have a revalation. lol, yeah right, im just reaching for hope. im tired, and lonely.
all the friends in the world cant fill this void, thats been empty for so long....
peace, im out.