though there are many things that i have missed about living in Port Orchard for the past two years, everytime i come back for a large amount of time, i really start to feel that living more independently is better for me. it is really super strange seeing how people change and how they also stay the same. you leave for a while, and the things that people may not realize about themselves become really obvious. i've really enjoyed seeing the people that i have in the past five days though. i think overall it made me feel really, really good...and a tad nostalgic.
today was mucho lame-o. it consited of:
going to the dentist (i think i have to go back)
fuckin' dentist...
sitting around my house for most of the day
not seeing traci, and while trying to contact her my mother was on a "business call" which turned out to be soccer gossip mostly
fuckin' soccer ...dang i hate soccer
Dear soccer:
love carter
and again, not seeing traci
this is one of the hardest things about summer time i think.
pretty much all rotten. makes me mad at the people who are 100% possitive all of the time. that means they are either fake (and i'm not a huge fan of fake people) or their days are great all of the time...which just isn't fair. so either way...tomorrow should hopefully be better.
anyhwo, the initial point of this post was to show what i've been up to the past few days.
packed up the room with wally
some people came over to keep us company in our ultra empty room and eat gross lookin' hotdogs and drink beer
visited the house that we're going to be living in next year
found some animals...
and started a fire for them to keep warm
i start work tomorrow. $$$i'm so excited... (carter)