sorry for the sappy reflecting, but this room is depressing as hell....
just like everyone else, i suppose i should make an end of the year post. sooooooo.....
i was just looking back on my journal entries, and it's amazing sometimes how stuff can turn on you. i could not imagine spending four years here when i first arrived. i remember thinking to myself "i guess four years isn't that much to be crazy unhappy, if it helps out my carreer..." now the crazy thing is looking back at how much fun i had. i'm not quite sure when the change happened, but somewhere along the line i absolutely fell in love with the whole shot.
wally left yesterday...so did dustin. the room is so empty. totally not the room i spent a year in. it doesnt look remotely the same.
jenny left a couple hours ago. it was so weird seeing her drive down the road and know that i wont see her half as much for the next couple months.
my boxes are packed, and now i'm the one that's ready to leave.
i met so many great people, i can't even begin to explain. they've more or less become a family away from home. i sat in this room with dustin so many nights and laughed at the goofiest garbage, and to anyone that i said it to before, i take it back. i have changed. i really have, and i love all of the changes that i see.
so anyway, this year= a time out on my own, a ton of new and exciting experiences, even more new exciting people, some new thoughts, some new beliefs, and a peace in myself, and oh yea, one more thing, a girl that makes any bad part of the year seem like the greatest dream in the world.
i guess i'll see you soon port orchard. give me a call. and to any centralites that feel like giving me a call this summer, i'd love to hear from you too. take care. i'm gonna go sit on that bridge.
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i was just looking back on my journal entries, and it's amazing sometimes how stuff can turn on you. i could not imagine spending four years here when i first arrived. i remember thinking to myself "i guess four years isn't that much to be crazy unhappy, if it helps out my carreer..." now the crazy thing is looking back at how much fun i had. i'm not quite sure when the change happened, but somewhere along the line i absolutely fell in love with the whole shot.
wally left yesterday...so did dustin. the room is so empty. totally not the room i spent a year in. it doesnt look remotely the same.
jenny left a couple hours ago. it was so weird seeing her drive down the road and know that i wont see her half as much for the next couple months.
my boxes are packed, and now i'm the one that's ready to leave.
i met so many great people, i can't even begin to explain. they've more or less become a family away from home. i sat in this room with dustin so many nights and laughed at the goofiest garbage, and to anyone that i said it to before, i take it back. i have changed. i really have, and i love all of the changes that i see.
so anyway, this year= a time out on my own, a ton of new and exciting experiences, even more new exciting people, some new thoughts, some new beliefs, and a peace in myself, and oh yea, one more thing, a girl that makes any bad part of the year seem like the greatest dream in the world.
i guess i'll see you soon port orchard. give me a call. and to any centralites that feel like giving me a call this summer, i'd love to hear from you too. take care. i'm gonna go sit on that bridge.
(carter)
(360) 871-5871
(360) 509-2474