Apr 15, 2006 16:21
Sometime, during the course of a man's life, he must sit down and ask himself for his identity. As I lay on this foreign bed with a rib jabbing into my diaphragm, I regret that I never had the chance to ask myself that question. The answer has presented itself in any case.
I am a terrible person. I don't deserve this life. I broke hearts, I gave students illegal substances, and I raped a fellow teacher. That is why, in these last few moments of clarity, I'd like to take this opportunity to formally resign from my position as Herbology Instructor.
I also regret that I was not able to draw up an official will and testament. So I'm passing on all of my belongings to the anonymous kind-hearted soul who healed my punctured lung. Thank you ;___;
To all students:
Sometimes it's not enough just to have a role model. Sometimes you have to see a person doing the wrong thing to understand why it's wrong. If nothing else, I've become that person for you.
To Professor Maito Gai:
Professor Maito, words cannot express my sorrow and hatred toward myself for all the trouble I've caused you. Find your true love and move on. Forget all about me, it's for the best.
In conclusion,
While I may not pass on for a few more hours, I hope you all permit me to make the transcendence not for my own benefit, but for yours. Dangerous people like me shouldn't be allowed to live. And right now, I don't want to live if it means harming those I care for. Because I really do care for you all, unconditionally. I love each and every one of you ;___;