furthermore and nevermore
I'm not asking for pity and i'm not expecting anyone to feel bad that's not what i'm saying in the least. And i'm not feeling bad for myself either. I realized i fucked up and i realize that there is no one to blame for it besides me. I'm past that. It has nothing to do with the charges that i'm being brought up on. it goes a whole lot deeper than that. I could care less what the fucking public thinks of me or what the fucking police force thinks of my fucking life. MY family is so fucking important to me because of everything they've been through with me and right now they appear to hate me. '