I'm Falling Apart to Songs About Hips and Hearts
Paper bags and plastic hearts
All our belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Lets get drunk and drive around
And make peace with this empty town
We can make it right
I feel numb. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm not depressed or anything, I just don't feel the same. Apathetic maybe? I can't describe it. I don't have fun doing things I used to do like hanging out with my friends. I feel like I need a new scene, a new crowd maybe. But that makes me sound unappreciative. Like I love my friends, but I kind of feel like I need to get out of here. Approximately seven months until college. That's actually kind of sad. I want to leave so badly, but I don't want to grow up. This is so surreal.