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I feel extremely strange right now.
Trepidatious. Which technically isn't a word, but if it were it would discribe my mood perfectly.
And hypocritical.
I know I expect too much of you, and I apologize. I relinquished so many friendships in lieu of ours, and that was wrong. I hurt people. I lost some I really cared about. You're much better at keeping old friendships intact, and occasionally that makes me jealous. I realize now it's no fault of yours. So, I'm sorry.
I feel bad.
There's more that could be said, but it's far too early to tell if it's necessary.
Jessie's Advice of the Day (and final words should I die under anesthesia tomorrow): Friendship is a two-way street. Don't wander off the road.
I miss you. And I'm profoundly sorry I pushed our friendship aside. I'll try to get things back on track.
(That "you" is directed at quite a few people)
I love you all so much. Am I too late?
Trepidatious. Which technically isn't a word, but if it were it would discribe my mood perfectly.
And hypocritical.
I know I expect too much of you, and I apologize. I relinquished so many friendships in lieu of ours, and that was wrong. I hurt people. I lost some I really cared about. You're much better at keeping old friendships intact, and occasionally that makes me jealous. I realize now it's no fault of yours. So, I'm sorry.
I feel bad.
There's more that could be said, but it's far too early to tell if it's necessary.
Jessie's Advice of the Day (and final words should I die under anesthesia tomorrow): Friendship is a two-way street. Don't wander off the road.
I miss you. And I'm profoundly sorry I pushed our friendship aside. I'll try to get things back on track.
(That "you" is directed at quite a few people)
I love you all so much. Am I too late?