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I've been thinking about getting back into blogging here. Carefully. I don't want to put everything out there to have it bite me in the ass. I think in this world with everyone putting their every thought online, most folks have experience troubles in one way or another. The first time I remember my online persona affecting my real life self was back in the college days when a girlfriend found my livejournal. I can't remember if we were dating at the time, but I think it was during the early days of our relationship.
I discovered the hard way that I can't put my deeper, inner thoughts onto the internet. Who knew that this was a hard concept for one to understand, but then the internet always creates a feeling of security. Pay no attention to that man behind the curtain.
At the same time, I do need that outlet, possibly more than ever. I am finding my friends to be great support, but then there are the times when I can't reach out to them for various reasons. At the current moment, I can't contact my friends since it is before 9am on a Sunday. Or least I'm trying to be respect of this fact.
I was betrayed. I was wronged by someone who had been in my life for almost a decade. I was lied to by someone who held my trust and knew some of my deepest secrets. I am shattered on the inside.
I discovered the hard way that I can't put my deeper, inner thoughts onto the internet. Who knew that this was a hard concept for one to understand, but then the internet always creates a feeling of security. Pay no attention to that man behind the curtain.
At the same time, I do need that outlet, possibly more than ever. I am finding my friends to be great support, but then there are the times when I can't reach out to them for various reasons. At the current moment, I can't contact my friends since it is before 9am on a Sunday. Or least I'm trying to be respect of this fact.
I was betrayed. I was wronged by someone who had been in my life for almost a decade. I was lied to by someone who held my trust and knew some of my deepest secrets. I am shattered on the inside.