another great day

[buddhabutt77]

i had another great day! my sister ditched me but i didnt really care. i woke up and decided that i would have a nice and lazy day. i put on my old tremors shorts and hung out for a while. i finished my letter to kaile just as she called me. we talked for a while and then i heard a knock at the door. i opened it thinking it was probably i salesman but to my surprise it was Andrew! i was so happy to see him. i had no words. it was the best surprise i had ever gotten. just the small gesture of coming to see me meant so much. i know that he was in the neighborhood but he made me feel special some how. no one has ever treated me so well. i felt bad for not getting to talk to kaile since she is on lock down right now. this budding 3 week relationship is the best relationship ive ever been in. nobody has ever truly cared for me. i feel like every time i see him i light up and everything disappears. i cant stop thinking about how lucky i am. but everything is too perfect. will it all collapse? i dont want it to, but the thought of it ending has been digging into my side for a while. i want the feeling of being in his arms to last forever. i dont want to ever lose him.

i went to practice and i was so sore that i played like total shit. but i still had fun. i really like the team of kay, cady, and i. im completely bruised. i guess i should look into finding my shin guards.

i had a big family dinner for my sister's birthday. jessie is such a drama queen and my brother's girlfriend never shuts up! i decided i really dont like her. she pisses me off. my brother was really high and watching eat cake was hilarious.

sarah comes home tmr!!!! i cant wait!

andrew left again. he went to tahoe but this time he has no phone. i miss him already.

-jh