One of the worst days
Well it seems I got into another accident and I don't have a car. It was bound to happen because I was too careless with my car. So the bus is where I go now. Oh, well...I feel bad because my friend is over for 2 weeks, and I can't take him places we would like to visit. I guess Mainstreet is our main place to chill. I rather not give the details of the accident because it was just poor mindfulness of the situation. Damn, I have to take the bus to work and school now. Shitty shitty. At least...well fuck there is no at least. I haven't slept in a day. Plus I started up smoking again. I smoke like 2 packs a day now, double the amount I smoked before I quite, wtf? I guess I have to make up for missed times.
It might sound like my days are usually shitty but they aren't. I usually just complain on livejournal. On a better note, I won't be going out as much anymore to drink or smoke. Can't throw parties at my apartment because I'm going to get kicked out. FUCK. Can't party at my friend's because he will get kicked out! FUCK x2. haha. Man, I relied on my car a lot, now that I think about it.
I smell like cigarettes and guilt.
It might sound like my days are usually shitty but they aren't. I usually just complain on livejournal. On a better note, I won't be going out as much anymore to drink or smoke. Can't throw parties at my apartment because I'm going to get kicked out. FUCK. Can't party at my friend's because he will get kicked out! FUCK x2. haha. Man, I relied on my car a lot, now that I think about it.
I smell like cigarettes and guilt.