This is my sundown...
This is your opportunity,
They say to me, as if to feed
This would-be chance of novelty
Is leading me to what I dream.
For if indeed I dream to be
The vision that they see in me,
Then I agree that these decrees
are guaruntees that I am free.
It seems to me I'm free to dream
Within the seams of college deans,
If what they want is all I need,
It isn't want it's only need.
Back from orientation.
I'm panicking.
I had virtually no choice in the matter when selecting classes. Architecture combined with a required Honors class has screwed me in that respect.
I've already made friends with the other Architecture students (I'm one of 89, in a class of 5000.) For some reason this has thoroughly uneased me. It feels as though I wanted to be rejected... Being accepted so easily just showed how quickly everything is going to change, and I don't particularly like change that I can't control. We're moving on and I can't do a damn thing about it. My parents keep asking if I'm excited. I keep telling them yes, but in perfect honesty, I'm scared shitless.
Privileged... Ha. I was privileged to have the friends I have here. This doesn't seem to be so as much a gift as a sacrifice.
I have one month and four days. I'm putting in my two weeks notice tomorrow.
This summer is going to be one to remember... even if it kills me.
PUT WHEN YOU ARE FREE IN COMMENTS AND ANYTHING YOU THINK WOULD BE FUN TO DO.
I'll get it started:
Devils Marble Yard (I believe that Kevin gave it a date... August 12-13th or something like that.)
Roadtrip- I don't care where, put down suggestions.
Spy Rock and other hiking-type things, such as the peaks.
And of course, parties.
They say to me, as if to feed
This would-be chance of novelty
Is leading me to what I dream.
For if indeed I dream to be
The vision that they see in me,
Then I agree that these decrees
are guaruntees that I am free.
It seems to me I'm free to dream
Within the seams of college deans,
If what they want is all I need,
It isn't want it's only need.
Back from orientation.
I'm panicking.
I had virtually no choice in the matter when selecting classes. Architecture combined with a required Honors class has screwed me in that respect.
I've already made friends with the other Architecture students (I'm one of 89, in a class of 5000.) For some reason this has thoroughly uneased me. It feels as though I wanted to be rejected... Being accepted so easily just showed how quickly everything is going to change, and I don't particularly like change that I can't control. We're moving on and I can't do a damn thing about it. My parents keep asking if I'm excited. I keep telling them yes, but in perfect honesty, I'm scared shitless.
Privileged... Ha. I was privileged to have the friends I have here. This doesn't seem to be so as much a gift as a sacrifice.
I have one month and four days. I'm putting in my two weeks notice tomorrow.
This summer is going to be one to remember... even if it kills me.
PUT WHEN YOU ARE FREE IN COMMENTS AND ANYTHING YOU THINK WOULD BE FUN TO DO.
I'll get it started:
Devils Marble Yard (I believe that Kevin gave it a date... August 12-13th or something like that.)
Roadtrip- I don't care where, put down suggestions.
Spy Rock and other hiking-type things, such as the peaks.
And of course, parties.