Man. I was almost done with a post that was GIGANTIC. I mean, HUGE. And I'm missing sleep for it, too.
And then my wrist bumped the mouse sensopad on my mom's laptop and hit refresh on the update page, and all was lost.
long and the short of it was, personal shit going on, i'm fine, music is inspirational, check
this out (not that it's great but they're friends and an exboyfriend), and i'm going through a lot of selfdiscovery. email me if you want more depth to my experience this evening; i'm going to bed.