Went to church today
I went to church today with Jamie, Patty and Jason...I felt so out of place. I think the main reason people go to church isnt for the reasons people should go...when i was there, all i saw were little teenie bopper girls trying to pick up on dudes. but hey, to each their own right? Iv'e come to realize lately that all people are different and that you have to accept them for how they are. The worst thing about "christians" are that they judge you if you dont believe the same way. A random epiphany i had today while sitting in chruch is that the goal for all christians is to be like Jesus, remember this though...if you are to be like jesus, you must hold yourself up above every other human and sit on a throne. Jesus holds himself above all humans and tells them to worship him. This is just a manifestation of the human mind into a godlike form...God does exist but he doesnt exist how people believe. God is plain and simple, energy. He is never starting and never ending, cannot be created or destroyed and is in everything. How humans interpret this form of energy is in the greatest form humans know, love. I think humans are sooo blind now. wow. I hope im not wrong here cuz if i am, i know the reprocutions and they arent good. Just remember this thought, if there is a beginning, there is an end. What goes up must come down. So if you randomly were born and thats the beginning, when is the end? Death? According to religions, its not. You continue to live in heaven but if thats true, it takes away all the natural balances that must exist in the universe. So heaven/hell is almost out of the question unless that ends sooner or later, that would make more sense than having it go forever and ever. If anything, thats just a human version to comfort themselves that there is no end. Everything is more beautiful if you know that its going to end. You learn to appreciate everything that much more. Also, remember this life is to have fun, You only have one life, you better live it. Sitting around ebing depressed is a waste of time and you cant have enough time! Alright well, this is probably scaring most people to hear views on this but seriously think about what im saying. I never understood it until i heard it. Take a step back and look at your surroundings...