I can simply never play the music loud enough.

[buddha1369]

Phenobarbital and alcohol
These two surely will do
To knock me out
To keep me down
At least a day or two
When I’m awake
I can taste how bitter I’ve become
And it’s more than I can bear
Some days I pray, someone will blow me away
Make it quick, but let it burn
So I can feel my life fade
Well, I’m a waste, and I can taste
How bitter I’ve become
And it’s more than I can bear

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