caramel

Oct 22, 2006 20:02

I feel like I'm in a sticky goopy world

I have so much to do that it feels like my life is being slowed down and controlled. I had no weekend beause I had a conference all day sat and worked today sun. the good thing is i won a stuffed dog from the conference and i got out early tonight from work. life is good and bad but it's so uncontrolable that it irritates me beyond belief.

I wish **** would call me on wed and fri at 2:30 like we planned and I wish he would return my calls. when he does that it makes me feel like he doesn't miss me or care enough, and it almost seems rude. I am tired of being the only one to call and I don't want to feel like i'm interupting his life or being ignored when i call. I know he loves me but I wish things weren't like this.I should talk to him about it but i'm so stressed out that i don't even want to deal with it.

I hope my mom will add me to her insurance, and i hope i have enough money to goto school next semester.
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