May 07, 2006 15:36
I didn't let anything bother me till today. I haven't been depresed like i usually get. I'm just sad today...and I hope that today is the end of my sadness about this subject. Will everything be alright Bob Marley? that's what your singing to me. no woman no cry? I don't want to move to binghamton and live at my uncle's. I'm homeless again...oh fate how you catch up with me, willing to desert me when I least expect. I just need love. 3 1/2 month without love seems like it'll be unbareable. I hope god will help me find a way to care for myself. he's gotta be there right? I still hope and look forward to my happy ending, my kickass summer that I am trying to make. no matter what I will not be sad. after today I will never be sad again. I have to go cry till tomorrow though.
I wish my mom still lived in lowville and that i could work at the vet place for the summer.I don't want to be too far from my love or my friends. Way ta go President Bush...way ta go