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So, trying to remain friends with your ex is not as easy as some people make it out to be. Imagine being in my situation. You are hanging out with 2 of your best friends and suddenly your ex shows up out of nowhere. Keep in mind, my 2 best friends just happen to be his friends too, one of them being like his brother. For me, it makes hanging out with my friends just as hard. I know I have to be mature about the situation and understand the fact that whenever I am out with my friends, that there is that chance that he will be there too. We wanted to remain friends after the breakup, but I just don't see that happening right now. Whenever I am to see him in public, it's like this brick wall has been placed between us. I don't want his friends to choose sides in this dilemma either, but I want them to understand how I feel too. I really don't know what to do. Part of me wants to tell him off, but there is this other part of me that thinks, "This will get you nowhere." Relationships suck to an extint. I know there are some of you out there thinking, "I have found my one true love and we are the bestest of friends." Well, I'm happy for you, but for some reason, I believe that God doesn't want me to pursue a relationship at any given time now.
Such an odd feeling...
Such an odd feeling...