Jul 05, 2005 20:44
hearing her voice today, having it be completely numb
was the worst feeling of my life.
Today my best friend from mostly child hood called me
told me her brother died last night, on the 4th of july.
I can't say I knew why he died, the time or even how,
but right now im just in shock.
why on the earth does god take away good people.
im in love with all of her family, and feel complete sympathy for all of them right now.
things havent really set in, but I'm visiting her in one of the next few days so I know they will soon....and i dont want to think of it.
the funeral is this friday and im hoping i'll be able to attend,
alyshia if for some reason you get to read this i love you and all of your family and i am always always always here for you
it takes times like these for people to realize how much they mean to one another.
the thing I would like everyone to do...is tell everyone they love how much they love them today. i love all of you so much. chiara